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Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
(Proverbs 3:5)

yay i’m still alive

yes! i made it, though i couldn’t stop letting history repeat itself,
i managed to bubblewrap that super fragile thing, at least for tonight, i’m already thankful for that!
it did not sputter out of like a red waterfall or smell metallic.
YES!
i hope tomorrow too and tomorrow tomorrow and more tommorows (:
i hope that i will put more and more scorchtapes or whatever tape to protect that, man!
of coz not only my lousy scorchtape, but with God’s grace to allow me to have never ending scorchtapes for me to wrap it round like mad until one day i can finally unwrap the bubblewrap and give it to someone.

yays happy like mad now!
going to sleeeeep
tomorrow no lessons but cross country.
cross country but i’m not going to run
coz i’m going to take photographs maybe with the schools’ Nikon D90 or my lousy cam
though i really love running but to think that people die during marathon, though i don’t know what’s the cause, i also hate gaining muscles
soon, i will have a tree trunk legs, i think the tree is like 1000 years old( equivalent to 1000 rings around the trunk)?
imagine how thick it is.

tired sia today DE.
everyone dress up so gorgeously!

okay, nights.
i’m tired now, eh actually not even tired i also don’t know why.
but i can’t believe that i’m really good at crapping.
there’s so much hidden meanings in this post la, goodness.
well, if you know, be it.
if you don’t, too bad d:

I don’t want to go through that cycle anymore.
No, never!
I’m sorry but no, i will not allow you to do that anymoreeeeeeeeee !

Wake me up when …
okay,
I’m tired, really tired this time.
Please let me go, thank you.

P.S i wish sadness isn’t an emotion cause’ i’ll be happier without it.

Today i just received a whole Mount Everest of homework:

English: Do Mainpoint 2 and 3 for speech type letter

Geography: Search on Importance of tourism and Singapore’s strategies to attract tourist (500 words each)

Social Studies: Do essay outline on Sustainable Singapore and a worksheet

Food & Nutrition: Do Task Analysis and Research. Work on Interview questions.

Mother Tongue: Copy out 30 词语 20 成语, english and chinese meanings + 2造句 for each.

HOW MUCH WORK IS THAT ?

Her name is Katie Kirkpatrick , 21 yrs old.
Next to her is her fiancé, Nick, 23. 
This picture was taken prior to their wedding January 11th, 2005.
Katie has terminal cancer and spends hours in chemotherapy. 
Here Nick awaits while she finishes one of the sessions.

In spite of all the pain and dealing with her organs shutting down, with the help of morphine, Katie took care of every single part of the wedding planning.
Her dress had to be adjusted several times due to Katie’s constant weight loss.

An unusual accessory was her oxygen tank that Katie had to use it during the ceremony and reception.
The other couple in this picture is Nick’s parents, very emotional with the wedding and of course to see their son marrying the girl he fell in love with when he was an adolescent.

Katie, in a wheel chair and with her oxygen tank, listening to her husband and friends singing to her.

In the middle of the reception, Katie had to rest for a bit to catch her breath.
The pain wouldn’t allow her to stand for a long period of time.

Katie died 5 days after her wedding.
To see a fragile woman dress as a bride with a beautiful smile makes you think that happiness is always there within reach, no matter how long it lasts. We should stop making our lives complicated.

Bretty is gonna leave on tueeeeeeeeee ):
(the nickname that my maid gave me but i also call her that = both of us are called Bretty-our inside joke)
(not pronounced as brat-ty but aiya, it’s a sound bred-ty)

so sad sia, i can’t send her off because of schoool.
i never thought i will be so sad at first, i actually thought that i will be happy because i’m changing maid,
looking forward to a better cook and a diligient one

but sigh, i’m actually saddened by the fact.
i think i will miss her flaws man
the retard times when we disturb each other and playing with each other
when her mood swung at me and i’ll be like what the?

she loves polly too

i made something for her, haha
giving her something too
( ah! i forget to add polly in the something that i made for her! )

just now when she breaks out the news that she is leaving, she asked me to study hard and do well for o’s
my heart immediately became heavy
felt like crying man

this is the first time i made something for my maid
guess tt’s because of the 6years we have spent together and our closeness grown
she’s like a friend to me already

uh, this feeling is so terrible, it’s like losing someone.
i hate this feeling!

YES! FINALLY FRIDAYYY.

i need sleeep…
i’m gonna have panda eyes
i don’t want it though i lurb panda alot

time flies like mad
it’s like 12.30am now?
i hardly even do anything on the com and it’s already 12.30am!
and it’s super hot everydayyy, help~
began to cherish the air-con even more
so afraid that it will break down suddenly man :/

that day i went to Qiuxuan’s centre ( i forgot what that centre is called :/ )
anyway, QiuXuan is a staff of Youth For Christ Singapore.
she meets me, qiu, shihwee every fri
and last 2 wks ago, boonjing and junhui joined us
hopefully they will join us every wk

oops that’s not the main point.
& ya, i went to the centre and one of the fellow brother-in-Christ shared with us Matthew 5:13-16 about being Salt and Light of the earth.
he was telling us about his army life

I WAS TOTALLY INSPIRED BY HIM

he said that since young till now,
HE HASN’T COPY ANY HOMEWORK BEFORE
and in army,
HE WON’T FAKE MCs or stuff ( because of this, he gets alot of duty because his friends will ask him to take over their duty )
HE STILL DOES QT AND PRAY IN ARMY
HE DOESN’T GET INFLUENCE AND NOT SAY A SINGLE VULGARITY

i was totally *gasps* in my heart when i heard it
i couldn’t believe there was such a person who even existed

i mean, in army..
guys still can lead such a holy life?!

this bro-in-Christ really inspired me.
i pray that those who are going or who are already in NS, will be salt and light in NS!

okey, blogger blog is ready.
there got tagboard and links.
uh ignore all those old posts.
& one thing - i don’t even think anyone visits my blog la.
LOL

eh, i feel stupid now having 2 blogs :/
i’m bored.

& my maid used the word “damn” just now.
what the?