so annoying, i’m struggling with lah.cc for monthsssss
i feel like swtiching to blogger again but later very troublesome, people have to relink and stuff
but one good thing about lah.cc is i can copy the photos from internet and paste it into the post and blogger can’t, i think?
and there is a whole load of bad thing about lah.cc
i can’t edit html, there’s limited skins, i can’t put my tagboard too
uh, so irritating.
maybe have 2 blogs, pictures on lah.cc and post on blogger!
yay solved.
negative: yes, today is last day of cny break and tmr is wed… AHHHHHH~ D:
positive: no, everyday is a new day and tmr is wed, the day of the week when i learn the most things. YAY! ;D
this tiger toy is cute right? my mum’s friend gave us ;D
every cny eve take ang baos from family first.
mum gave bro, sis, me, grandpa ang baos that resemble us.
grr my family keep saying that fatty face girl is me!
and this is my maidy, HAHA funny
i wished
my dad: 心想事成 ( i wished him 虎虎生威 but he rejected it, coz he was saying later not 生威 but 生蛇 LAME)
my mum: 年年有余 (i wished her this EVERYYEAR)
my grandpa: 福如东海，寿比南山 (i think this is for birthday? oops)
YAY, WISH EVERYONE HAPPY CNY ! 
i was reading jana’s blog.
ANAJ GIRL! I MISS YOU MAN.
( okay okay, shihwee and qiujin, don’t jealous, i MISS YOU 2 NUBBIES TOO )
we haven had a heart-to-heart talk ever since
& freak, after looking at the past photos from jana’s blog.
i want to scold everybody, WHY DIDN’T ANYONE TELL ME THAT MY HAIR IS FREAKING UGLY TTM.
LOL but nvm, i’m so comforted coz … d: d: d: d:
jana and shihwee 3years ago
and BABYQIU. that’s jianing beside her too
and this is a portion of the post (3 years ago) jana dedicated to the 3 of us- Shi Hwee and Qiujin + ME
AND THIS IS FOR ME!
“I must really say that you are the one that make me laugh the most!hahahaha! I am really crying as I am typing this out,I cant imagine the fact of having to spend the next year without you at the same table as me cracking up all the jokes! I really just enjoy u being there even if we are not talking and when you are “cranky” I dont feel irritatedo.O haha! I will never forget the time when all four of us quarreled and refused to talk to each other! That was a real BIG THING! haha! I just hope that will not happen again,I really miss you right now! I feel like giving you a great big hug and tell you that I never want to lose a friend like you!!!Haha though I cannot help out in SJAB I will always be there to give you moral support and make sure Mr Simon dont lay a finger on u!!!! Thx for always encouraging me and telling me not to care abt what others think abt… Jia You and I will see if the council meeting finish fast then me and ama will chiong over if have time k?I really really want to go and spend more time with u guys and here u ya crap somemore lol!U R MY BESTIE TOO!!! I will rmb u always too!!!
LOVE YA LOADS<3
May our friendship be everlasting=)”
think this is sec2/3
this is sec 3 !
4 years of friendship and counting 
love you, cranky girls <3
i really love the sky that God made! <3
everytime i think that the sky has beautiful clouds, people will say, “okay only la”
haha
wanted to use this cam
to shoot photos of the clouds..
but something unexpected happened..
oh well, it’s okay
photos can’t be compared to what’s in my memories
heh.
i like this hair colour ~~
aha, found this on the net, exactly the same as mine except for the colour!
i want to be a little kid again!
I want someone to take care of me
I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong
I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute.
I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again
I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out.
argh stupid girl me.
i think i super idiotic
omg stupid girl
i want 2010 to quickly fade away
haix i can’t stand it.
this post is like so crappy
HAHA
(omg can someone save me? why am I typing all these nonsense and feeling so weird. A bit happy and a bit sad.)
(chiagirl says maybe i’m too tired and she sees this and say i’m lame. she says it again and she says i am lame)
(i am lame, how?!)
(what is happening to me? why do I have this weird feeling?)
i need to endure endure and endure
P.S. ah, is this me writing this post?
This is my current favourite praise song!
fell in love after that day sung it in chapel.
the lyrics is also very meaningful but i don’t get the 4th stanza
“We’ll enter in as the wedding bells ring
Your bride will come together and we’ll sing”
why will there be wedding bells and bride?
please enlighten me someone
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46eh5_1J2LY&feature=related
I see Your face in every sunrise
The colors of the morning are inside Your eyes
The world awakens in the light of the day
I look up to the sky and say
You’re beautiful
I see Your power in the moonlit night
Where planets are in motion and galaxies are bright
We are amazed in the light of the stars
It’s all proclaiming who You are
You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful
I see you there hanging on a tree
You bled and then you died and then you rose again for me
Now you are sitting on Your heavenly throne
Soon we will be coming home
You’re beautiful, you’re beautiful
When we arrive at eternity’s shore
Where death is just a memory and tears are no more
We’ll enter in as the wedding bells ring
Your bride will come together and we’ll sing
You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful
I see Your face, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful
I see Your face, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful
I see Your face, I see Your face
I see Your face, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful
P.S. everyday when i walk to school, i love to lift my heads up because I see the Painter painting the beautiful blue sky with my favourite fluffy clouds
Thank you Lord for being beautiful
start with a BIG FAT SIGH.
i really hate wednesdays
school;remedial;cca;tuition;
how to study for CT?
God is really wonderful man, he purposely let me read the email from Christnotes just now.
Link: http://www.christnotes.org/ww.php?d=2010-02-01
It talks about “during hard times God is preparing us for greater things. If He removed the difficult circumstances in our lives, we would probably never mature.”
i guess this is my trial.
i’m so tired.. mentally more than physically
so many things just come all at once
Dear Lord, i can’t handle them ! ):
SIGH BIGTIME.
i feel like i’m torned apart by this world.
well, i won’t give up so easily, for one reason:
THIS IS A MINOR THING, HOW CAN I GIVE UP SO EASILY?
i think i’m weird, optimistic like mad sometimes and pessimistic like mad another time.
